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3/20/2007 The stinky Apple(R)Ever since the moment I installed itune, I hate it--the installment was
not smooth even after I applied the trouble shooting tips, and it had
such a strong discrimination against my laptop that I could only
manage to set it up on my office desktop. The user interface was not
convenient at all for a long-time Winamp user like me. However, I made
peace with myself thinking that as long as I got all my music
downloaded to ipod, I don't have to use the clumsy player again.
Besides, you have to extend your tolerance somewhat at least for the
sake of a cute-looking ipod and, of course, the "famous" apple brand. But Nooooo, in less than four months, apple has proved me wrong, successfully and repeatedly. Being in possession of apple gave me the feeling of nurturing a mischievous baby. When you first hold it in your hand and it's soundly asleep, you can't help admiring it cute little face and appreciating the fact of its presence. And then you turned it on, oh my god, good luck with you. Before you even have time to realize that you have just waken a monster, you were busily engaged in serving its insatiable needs--cool new outfit, fresh content to fill its stomach and subscription to the everlasting upgrade to catch up with the world(what a resemblance to education!) Now that you are old and tired and simply can't keep up with meeting its demands, would it leave you relentlessly alone? Aha, you wish. But Noooo, it will always be there with you, crying crying and crying for more. Just like working with a whiny intractable baby tyrant, the problem of having an ipod is how to find the magic button to TURN IT OFF. Yes, my headache is how to turn it off. Sounds funny? Remember all the apple commercials that scorn PC's myriad defects, of which I believe the frequent needs to restart is one. Well, with apple, you simply can't, no matter how hard and how long you try to push the right button. Up till now, I am still amazed by my magic touch that bestow this ipod with eternal life. Eternal, of course, until it run out of battery and hopefully turn itself off. And don't worry about me, after dealing with apple's products for so long, I do have my patience. Now I can appreciate life's quietness.Nonetheless, when it occurs to me that iphone and AppleTV are on their ways to the market, I do feel coldness transmitting through my spine. Maybe that's a signal to tell me that I am no longer a member of the cool young generation that apple is targeting at. Better go back to work and think about my retirement plan, instead of listening to music, making a call or watching TV. PS: now that I have found the magic key, but I am still annoyed, so I will keep the body of this post as it was. 3/18/2007 论语?谁家之言 趁着春假的悠闲,没事听听妈妈给我的于丹《论语》心得,唉,也许是自己的修行还不够吧,总觉得在某些方面还是不能苟同——
孔子看重贫而乐更胜于富而不骄,这固然符合他自己的选择,但难辞自欺欺人之咎。而关于我们现代社会幸福指数的问题恐怕也不是安于贫贱就解决得了的罢,想得到幸福,除了努力去实现自己的梦想,当然也可以降低自己对梦想的要求,只是同样是得到幸福这两种选择真的没有优劣之分么?
中国的孔孟之道老庄之学总是不免归于出世超脱,没有激情冲动,没有热血沸腾。其实不难想象,如果我们恪守孔庄,each person is an island,每个人都满足于享受井底之蛙的快乐,这种境界真的是我们的终极追求么?
听到“儒家思想一路传承,影响了一代代的文人”,不禁莞尔。其实生命何其公平,中国历史上的文人墨客在自己的时代大都郁郁不得志,他们的传世之作往往来源于这种郁闷,而历史上那些呼风唤雨的主宰们在辉煌顶峰的时候又无暇留下墨迹(其实正是这个道理,如果每天忙碌,当然不会总保持space up-to-date,只有闲来无事才免不了jjyy酸文几篇);不过,时间就来平衡这种差异——历史是文人的历史,正道也是文人的正道。如果把思想也看作受到“自然选择”的话,那么流传到我们今天所谓理论也未必就是完美,只是具备足够强的“生殖能力”而脱颖而出罢。但也正如所有曾经盛极一时而又难逃灭绝的物种一样,如今哪种信仰是侏罗纪的恐龙,哪种又是白垩纪的哺乳动物,又有谁能够确定。
又听到“人生不得意事十之八九”,又不禁莞尔。曾经谈到这个话题,妈妈告诉我说要“常想一二”,这样才能保持快乐的心情,我却答道:确实应该“常想一二”,不过我的“一二”不同,因为对于我来说“人生不得意事”只有“一二”而已。现在想想,自己的回答当然难免有“初生牛犊”之嫌,却也是自己一分心境。 3/9/2007 Done with the layoutFinally, I have been through two deadlines in a roll. I feel pretty good after getting sth done. (of course, if you call a layout with 2508 DRC errors as DONE)
I am actually very good at doing tedious no-brain work and enjoy that a lot, such as layout. Provided the opportunity, I might end up happily as an adept worker whose sole responsibility is turing screws 1000 times a day or welding 10 pins on PCB board in one minute. Now I am drawing squares with different colors and patterns, and putting them at places according to my aesthetic sense. Sounds not bad.
Now that this part of my life is over, everything should fall back into their original places-Research, Study and Life. 3/2/2007 Gone with the windBless王盼晓师姐,一路走好。
The flesh might be gone with the wind, the thing we learnt from the deceased will never fade away.
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